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 The only days that I'm not stressed

Are days I work myself to death
And I'm too tired to feel anything else

Even then, I'm restless in my sleep
My worries bleed into my dreams and I
Wake up and do it all again

Maybe it's the way I was raised
Or how I'm wired in my brain but
I never seem to be
Enough for me

Is it normal
The way I can't help second guessing
Is it normal
Wishing I could put my thoughts to bed
And be in the moment
For just a moment
Cuz it feels like I'm always somewhere else instead
Is it normal
How I get stuck in my head

I bite my lip and twist my hair
Scroll through my phone or sit and stare at nothing
Trying to chase my train of thought

Tell everybody that I'm doing okay
Make it look good and hope that one of these days
It won't be a lie

Is it normal
The way I can't help second guessing
Is it normal
Wishing I could put my thoughts to bed
And be in the moment
For just a moment
Cuz it feels like I'm always somewhere else instead
Is it normal
How I get stuck in my head

Is it normal

The way I can't help second guessing
Is it normal
Wishing I could put my thoughts to bed
And be in the moment
For just a moment
Cuz it feels like I'm always somewhere else instead
Is it normal
How I get stuck in my head